Volume
One: The Road Out
Chapter Two
Verse Six: Cut All Ties to the Shore
Harley arrived at the Pandora Offices
with their office white walls and modern grey finishings in plenty of
time. Harley didn't appreciate being late, it wasn't responsible and
it screamed disrespect to the people who were kept waiting. And so
Harley arrived early, and generally liked to also leave before he
became a bother to remove. Harley knew that people frequently mistook
him for a pushover, he didn't mind. Harley didn't like to fight over
scraps and wasn't going to cause a scene if he didn't feel his
objections needed to be heard.
Walking through the halls of the
office, Harley noticed something wrong. The sounds were wrong. he
heard people packing and the voices were too melancholy for a
Thursday. Harley peaked into the nearest room and saw people filling
banker boxes. As he looked people passed him in the hall, leaving
with banker boxes of stuff and escorted by security.
He didn't know the people. And they
didn't speak to him, but Harley could hear the meaning of what he was
seeing loud and clear. He sped up his walk a little and entered his
department. Inside, Harley began counting the empty desks. At least
seven people were gone from his department. As Harley walked towards
his own desk he saw his manager, Dwight Cutter, waiting at his desk.
"Hey Harley. How's you feeling?"
"Hi Dwight, I can't say I'm
feeling great. Walking through the halls on the way here sounded like
walking through a morgue."
"That sounds about right, I'm
afraid. Hey, at least you're not alone in this right?"
"That depends on what this is? I
haven't heard anything solid yet."
"Hey, I don't want to beat around
the bush on you. You're a good worker, reliable, and I like you. But
this is out of my hands. So, the best I can do is tell you straight
out. You deserve that much after all. So, here's the flat truth. I
won't sugar coat it. You've been downsized. Pack up your desk
and security will escort you out.
"Just like that? Nothing I can do
to dispute it? No warning? No notice? How is that reasonable?"
"It isn't fair. That's the truth.
hey, at least we're all on the same page. The whole department has
been downsized. So it isn't just you, it's me too. I'll be closing my
own personnel file once the department has been shut down. We're all
out of luck. I mean the luck wasn't going to hold out forever,
somebody was going to find out eventually, they always do, don't you
know? Hey, who thinks the con job will last forever, right?"
"What are you talking about
Dwight? What con job?"
"It looks as though the company
has been cooking its books for a few years now. You know? That way
they can make things look like they're still growing. It's
stupid, people always get caught when the start lying, but they
always try you know, you can't hide forever. Am I right? But hey, at
least we all go out together, am I right?"
"So what's this, a last ditch
attempt to cook the books? The company is cannibalizing itself in
final desperate attempt to remain solvent?"
"Hey, I think you nailed it
Harley. When you're right, you're right. You're a smart cookie, a
sharp thinker. Give me your cell number, and when I find work I'll
take you on if I can. We're all in the together, am I right?"
Harley gave Dwight his cell number, but
didn't really put much faith in his manager, no, his ex-manager to
find him a job. This was it. Now he and Marion were in the same boat,
and they'd both lost their oars. It didn't sound good to Harley. It
sounded like a freight train bearing down on them. Harley didn't like
uncertainty. He built walls against uncertainty, and now uncertainty
had beaten those walls to the ground and left him vulnerable. He
packed up his desk. filing confidential files in the general locked
filing cabinets. He collected his personal belongings, mostly
organizers and file folders and day planners, a few trophies from his
running. When he finished Dwight sent two security guys to show him
out of the building.
Standing in the blinding white sunlight
Harley found himself adrift in his mind. He was stunned and tried to
take in what this meant for him and for Marion and for his girlfriend
and for his ability to pay rent.
He looked at the sky and found himself
asked the sky a question. "I'm not Marion. I didn't make dumb
mistakes. I didn't give my money away. I did everything right. Why am
I being punished?"
The Sky had no answer for him. And
after standing on the steps for longer than was probably normal,
Harley began to walk home. He was nearly home when heard an angry
voiced raise in lecture. Ahead of him, he saw a man in grubby clothes
sitting on the sidewalk hugging a large Neapolitan mastiff to his
chest as a middle age man in a slate grey business suit with white
pinstripes yelled at him.
"You have no right to keep that
dog. You can't care for yourself, how could you possibly care for a
dog? You ought to give it up to the SPCA and not let it suffer just
because you ruined your life."
"The dog's a stray sir. Wasn't
nobody that was caring for before me. I like the SPCA sir, but they
have to put down lots of dogs because people like you don't want dogs
that aren't cute puppies. I take yelling from folks like you in your
fancy suits every day. People like you don't care about me or the
dog. You don't want to see stuff that dirty's up your clean pretty
little story for the world where everything is nice and white and
clean."
The man in the suit stared at the man
with the dog and coiled his body and drove a sharp kick into the
sitting man's ribs. Harley's vision went red and he charged between
the two men as the dog rose up and began barking furiously in defence
of its human.
"How dare you! That was assault.
Did you not know that was assault? How could you do that?"
The man in the suit crossed his arms,
"The strong do what they can and the weak suffer what they must"
Harley paused, took two deep breathes
in and the one slow breath out. And then he spoke, very quietly,
"Then you better start running, because I am seconds away from
doing what I can and letting you suffer the consequences."
The man in the suit ran.
The man with the dog pulled himself
unsteadily to his feet still holding his side where he was kicked.
The mastiff whined and nuzzled his human.
"Thank you, sir. I don't know why
he decided he needed to do that. people give me that lecture every
day, and every day I tell them off and then they leave."
Harley shook his head, "The whole
world sounds crazy these days. Are you alright?"
"As much as I can, sir. Don't got
nobody besides bruiser here to look after me. But we get by. I don't
mean to ask for nothing after you helped me, but me and Bruiser don't
eat all that regular. Can you maybe spare some change so that we can
find ourselves some food?"
Harley considered for a moment, and
then reached into his wallet and removed his last twenty dollar bill.
He handed the money and his lunch bag to the man. "I normally
wouldn't do that, I'll be honest. Not because I don't think you need
it, but I tend to place things safe and try to keep resources as back
up for myself. But you know. That didn't stop the world from kicking
me. So I'm done with that. find a microwave and share that burrito
with Bruiser before it thaws completely."
"Thank you sir. If I'm ever able
to help you, sir, you know that I will."
"You already did. I've lost my
safety net, but you reminded me that I can still do the right thing.
Thank you."
They parted ways, Harley leaving the
man to gleefully squirt a tube of yogurt into Bruiser's happy jaws.
Harley passed his favourite running route and noticed workers putting
up construction signs across the path that he and Marion had run
earlier that morning. He noticed a newly raised sign announcing the
park was about to go under construction, the park was being torn up
for a new apartment high-rise with shopping centre.
"This is the song that life has
been playing for Marion for the last few days. Now I know what it's
like to listen when it plays for me." Harley tried to take stock
as he walked past the park. He had savings, but not a lot due to his
student loans. And they would run out quickly.
When he arrived at his suite, he
noticed that the lights were on inside. Harley opened the door
expecting to see Marion, but found Amy watching Oprah instead,
wrapped up in Marion's sleeping bag. She didn't look at him when she
spoke.
"So, is the freak gone?"
"You're wrapped up in his sleeping
bag. Does that sound gone?"
"Then I guess I'm leaving."
"Why did you come down here then?
Did you really think he'd have found both a job and a place already?"
"I was hoping you'd come to your
senses and dropped him like a bad habit."
Harley considered this, "No, you
didn't. You came here to tighten the screws. I've ignored this
before, but you're pretty predictable when I think back to our
previous fights. Why have I put up with you this long?"
Now Amy turned to look at him, her face
scrunched as though she were eating grapefruit, "Hey! I am the
best thing to happen to you!"
"Then I must have an awful life."
Harley said.
"You can't talk to me that way!"
"My best friend has been fired,
robbed and evicted. You're trying to manipulate me into getting rid
of my best friend in his hour of need and now I've been downsized. At
this point I think I will talk to you and anybody however I choose
to."
"You got fired too? Is the
loonie's failure syndrome contagious or something? This is the final
straw. We're over."
"Yes, I think we are." Harley
answered.
At that point Marion arrived home with
Chinese take-out. he opened the door just in time for Amy to storm
out.
As she left she turned to Marion "Keep
the dead beat! You can have your stupid bromance! I'm not putting in
anymore charity work."
Marion turned back to Harley, "See,
that's what always confused me. Why'd she think you were a charity
project? That's me isn't it?"